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[Naruto: Also the guy who doesn't see HE IS BEING CRUSHED ON]
They're just there, making you realize that your heart is bigger then you would believe
Because you want to give them a part of it, for better or worse...
I just...want to be fair And I want that person happy And...I want to protect and make them realize how precious they are
Even if I'm a little...afraid
Which is silly I know but I just I want to hold their hand Even if my hands are...pretty ugly And I want to tell them that really They have The most beautiful eyes and I really want for him to be happy...!
[ DOLL NO THEY'RE 2/3 FOR INTERACTIONS WHERE SHE ENDS UP CRYING?? Not that he knows about this instance of it yet, if ever, it's not supposed to be like this!! ]
what are you afraid of? losing them as a friend? bonds don't disappear that easily, not when they're this important to you
it's not silly! everyone wants to do those things with the person they like i wouldn't say my hands are any pretty either happens when you're a ninja i guess
but every mark on it is proof of my hard work and effort if the other person can't see that? then they weren't great to begin with i'm sure the same could be said about yours
from what you're telling me it's hard to imagine them feeling that way with the reasons you've told me so far? anyone would be flattered they might not be able to reciprocate right away or at all, but it's always nice to know someone cares about you you already said you don't want to force anything on them
[ HA…… HAHAHAHA… SUDDENLY… INTENSE REGRET
why is his foot in his mouth more than half the time ]
wh NO!!!!!! [ Okay he might've been… a bit shocked if he was never told this in advance… but no one has to know this. Considering he knows what it's like to be judged for factors outside of his control, he feels bad— he really does. ]
that's not something you can help ... sorry
did the guy name you doll cause your body's one? not that this makes you any less castella. just makes me wonder about his naming sense...
That'd be nice if they were...but I'm not going to try and get my hopes up about it. Maybe it'll be easier once we're face to face?
I dunno
Oh
That
I'm more of a...mix up of a lot of things that make me into something close enough to human
The hands are...
The hands are more of a scar I might be able to get hands that look more human in time but Not yet
Master can be a little literal but they always told me that the reason they called me Doll was because I was pretty as one Though I think that was one of those parental lies Maybe it's easier for them to think of me as a doll and not, well A person
Not in a bad way! Just...they had children a long time ago, Master never told me what happened to them
whatever your hands are like they're yours so that alone makes them precious
the fact that you can protect with them, make cakes with them that's never gonna change yeah?
... i can't say what it's like to have parents or what a parent should be but i think i get it. i'm pretty sure a lot of people avoided me cause of how much i reminded them of my dad and they needed the separation
as long as they're still treating you as you
hey now that i think about it, when we first talked i asked you if you were being held against your will but you never gave me a clear answer you seemed okay with getting out with all of us at the time then there was that one guy who said it was actually upsetting you
[Doll can't handle it. Naruto you're making it hard not to burst out in confession....! Give her a sec, she'll get her...chill back or something]
Yeah...yeah. You're right about that. They're my hands.
That wasn't fair to you. It really...I don't like that at all. It just isn't fair for people to do that to you. It wasn't your fault.
[There's a quiet sigh. And a pause, on Doll's end, before she replies.]
I asked Joker for his help then. I...was scared.
For you.
Because Master could see, clear as day, and that...I didn't want you to get hurt, trying to help me. I've...seen people get hurt before, because of it.
People will talk about Paris. Tokyo. All sorts of wonderful places I've never been, and then I'll come out or they'll find me and...
There was one time. Things...really went...really bad. I don't remember it too well, but they tried to escape with me and...
I have about two weeks of lost memories. I don't know if it's something I did- or if it's something my Master did, or even Zolta. But I'm sure whatever it was, it was really...really bad.
[ What is chill and who needs it?? — Naruto, probably, circa 2020.
Like how he can feel the resentment building up at the thought of how much everyone he's known had to sacrifice— how much he's had to sacrifice, both willingly and unwillingly. That conversation wouldn't take them anywhere and he knows it though, so all he'll do is take in her words— that he's heard time and time again, yet still isn't sure how to process and if he even wants to. ]
is there a reason why the guy is so adamant on staying here to begin with? why they wouldn't be able to come with you, to all these different places?
no offence, there's a lot about this place that's... off. and if you could leave to begin with, couldn't you come back, too?
[ not that he'd… understand why?! covering bases, yadda yadda. ]
And as much as Doll wants to be there for Naruto...she can't. All she can do is talk to him and...hope for the best.]
I really wish I could tell you. All I can say is...this place is...special. The island is special. And in the end it could save everyone.
[Doll bites her lip. And:]
Some of it isn't the place, but something of an...impression that's been left behind. As for coming back and forth- I don't know. I wish I did know. Master might know, but they refuse to say.
I'm not sure why.
Oh, Clover Zolta. She's um...kind of not human? But I like her. She has these beautiful wings that...
Anyway. She has the ability to eat things, like memories. But she'd only do something like that with Master's permission.
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upcyclingmod) wrote2020-10-01 07:09 pm
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They're just there, making you realize that your heart is bigger then you would believe
Because you want to give them a part of it, for better or worse...
I just...want to be fair
And I want that person happy
And...I want to protect and make them realize how precious they are
Even if I'm a little...afraid
Which is silly I know but I just
I want to hold their hand
Even if my hands are...pretty ugly
And I want to tell them that really
They have
The most beautiful eyes and
I really want for him to be happy...!
[There goes the waterworks...]
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what are you afraid of?
losing them as a friend? bonds don't disappear that easily, not when they're this important to you
it's not silly! everyone wants to do those things with the person they like
i wouldn't say my hands are any pretty either
happens when you're a ninja i guess
but every mark on it is proof of my hard work and effort
if the other person can't see that? then they weren't great to begin with
i'm sure the same could be said about yours
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maybe its because it's just a lot??? And I don't want to make it awkward for a bit
It's not their fault that I feel the way I do and I don't want them to feel...pressured into anything? If that makes sense
Actually my hands...right now...they look like
Well
Doll hands
So they might creep you out when you see them
Since you said before that dolls are creepy...
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with the reasons you've told me so far?
anyone would be flattered
they might not be able to reciprocate right away or at all, but it's always nice to know someone cares about you
you already said you don't want to force anything on them
[ HA…… HAHAHAHA… SUDDENLY… INTENSE REGRET
why is his foot in his mouth more than half the time ]
wh
NO!!!!!! [ Okay he might've been… a bit shocked if he was never told this in advance… but no one has to know this. Considering he knows what it's like to be judged for factors outside of his control, he feels bad— he really does. ]
that's
not something you can help
... sorry
did the guy name you doll cause your body's one? not that this makes you any less castella. just makes me wonder about his naming sense...
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I dunno
Oh
That
I'm more of a...mix up of a lot of things that make me into something close enough to human
The hands are...
The hands are more of a scar
I might be able to get hands that look more human in time but
Not yet
Master can be a little literal but they always told me that the reason they called me Doll was because I was pretty as one
Though I think that was one of those parental lies
Maybe it's easier for them to think of me as a doll and not, well
A person
Not in a bad way! Just...they had children a long time ago, Master never told me what happened to them
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they're yours
so that alone makes them precious
the fact that you can protect with them, make cakes with them
that's never gonna change yeah?
... i can't say what it's like to have parents
or what a parent should be
but i think i get it. i'm pretty sure a lot of people avoided me cause of how much i reminded them of my dad and they needed the separation
as long as they're still treating you as you
hey now that i think about it, when we first talked
i asked you if you were being held against your will but you never gave me a clear answer
you seemed okay with getting out with all of us at the time
then there was that one guy who said it was actually upsetting you
what's going on, really?
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Yeah...yeah. You're right about that. They're my hands.
That wasn't fair to you. It really...I don't like that at all. It just isn't fair for people to do that to you. It wasn't your fault.
[There's a quiet sigh. And a pause, on Doll's end, before she replies.]
I asked Joker for his help then. I...was scared.
For you.
Because Master could see, clear as day, and that...I didn't want you to get hurt, trying to help me. I've...seen people get hurt before, because of it.
People will talk about Paris. Tokyo. All sorts of wonderful places I've never been, and then I'll come out or they'll find me and...
There was one time. Things...really went...really bad. I don't remember it too well, but they tried to escape with me and...
I have about two weeks of lost memories. I don't know if it's something I did- or if it's something my Master did, or even Zolta. But I'm sure whatever it was, it was really...really bad.
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Like how he can feel the resentment building up at the thought of how much everyone he's known had to sacrifice— how much he's had to sacrifice, both willingly and unwillingly. That conversation wouldn't take them anywhere and he knows it though, so all he'll do is take in her words— that he's heard time and time again, yet still isn't sure how to process and if he even wants to. ]
is there a reason why the guy is so adamant on staying here to begin with? why they wouldn't be able to come with you, to all these different places?
no offence, there's a lot about this place that's... off. and if you could leave to begin with, couldn't you come back, too?
[ not that he'd… understand why?! covering bases, yadda yadda. ]
but that's a new name. zolta?
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And as much as Doll wants to be there for Naruto...she can't. All she can do is talk to him and...hope for the best.]
I really wish I could tell you. All I can say is...this place is...special. The island is special. And in the end it could save everyone.
[Doll bites her lip. And:]
Some of it isn't the place, but something of an...impression that's been left behind. As for coming back and forth- I don't know. I wish I did know. Master might know, but they refuse to say.
I'm not sure why.
Oh, Clover Zolta. She's um...kind of not human? But I like her. She has these beautiful wings that...
Anyway. She has the ability to eat things, like memories. But she'd only do something like that with Master's permission.