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They may not answer right away or at all, but you never know until you try!
Are you telling me they belong where they are now? You do know where they are right now, right? [ They're in Silent Hill, that Otherworld, and Sharon isn't even certain if Rose is even alive. She'd rather they were together, no matter where they were. ] This little island, even with all the silly fog and stupid party games, is a cakewalk in comparison to what they're dealing with.
Curious, though: what makes someone belong to be here?
Who said they're in there right then? They're not a guilty party, so they'll be spared the worst of it- if they were there.
Little world breaker, this is only the start of things to come.
As for who and who doesn't belong, technically anyone and everyone could arrive here. But it does seem unfair to them that while they're going to go through more pain and helplessness because you don't want to deal with it on your own.
You do consider yourself a young adult, don't you? Or are you still a child, shaking in the dark with their night light?
That's not how Silent Hill works. Not that I'm surprised by your lack of knowledge. [ Yes, she's being childish. No, she doesn't give a single fuck. ]
Did you think your pathetic attempt at insulting me would work? I want my parents. I want them with me. My family and I have dealt with worse than your bullshit. Call me selfish, childish, a baby, what the fuck ever, I don't care.
Or you could send me back home. Fuck your weird games, and your shitty attempts at scaring people, and just let me go home.
And you can throw whatever tantrums you'd like too. I really don't care, and you already know this. We would all like to feel secure and safe, but that is not how life goes. You more then anyone should know this.
Frankly, in your current state? All you would do is kill them, and everyone around you, for the rest of your days.
And you couldn't blame Silent Hill, or me, or whoever else you think is in charge. Only you, and your choices.
[ A part of her wonders if they're right and that just pisses her off. She grits her teeth. ]
Even if you were right, why the fuck am I in my current state? Whose fault is that? Who thought 'yeah, let's kidnap that girl who can turn the world inside out and introduce us all to an eternal hell when put under the wrong kind of stress'?
Because I know that's who I'd blame if shit went south, if I threw a fucking tantrum—which I promise you don't want.
Now, why did you talk about my parents like they possibly weren't in Silent Hill? [ Sharon doesn't like any of this. ]
[Admin DOES have the uncanny ability to make people mad...]
I certainly didn't think you'd be shot for not answering a question. Suppose it's my fault for hoping the sociopathic android wouldn't do something so stupid and irresponsible right off the bat.
The other girls are quite nice though, you have to admit that much.
Though...have you been able to do that lately? Turn the world inside out, take all that stress inside and fling it outward? No?
Thank goodness, there's less stress for you! You can be as angry as you want and not risk the lives of everyone around you if you have a moodswing!
Silent Hill is quite funny in who they take, and who they don't. Not to mention, there are worlds of possibilities. I'm not sure you've heard of the multi world theory, have you?
You put us in that situation. You brought us here. Whatever shit that happens, it's on you. It's on the people you work for or with.
[ And there it is, something she'd been curious about but not quite daring enough to ask. They were doing something to her abilities. There'd been moments, brief as they were, where panic rose up in her throat and her head started to pound and the world wanted to open up to devour light and life.
But it'd just been a moment. She's always suffered from those moments, even before here. In the parking lots. In a hallway. At a bakery. But, like here, they never lasted long, only ever affecting her. ] Don't insult me, you asshole. It takes much than a mood swing to really trigger it. And it certainly doesn't make me feel any better knowing that you guys have some control over it.
[ Because that means the ace she thought she had is useless. Or could be used against her. Somehow, this scares her a little. ]
What the fuck does the multi world theory have to do with anything?
With, Sharon. With. You might even like the people, even if they work with me.
We could give you something that would make it easier for you to work around. It is possible for you to control it, albeit with some less stressful triggers. Really, if we didn't, the probability would have caused you more stress, and a lot of rust.
I don't think you want to see those things here again.
[What things...well, all sorts of things are from Silent Hill.]
It means that there's a world where your parents are not trapped in Silent Hill, and are alive and well.
And once you fulfill your side of things, you could go there if you'd like.
Why do you think I'd accept anything from you? Why should I trust a single fucking thing you say?
And why the hell do you think I'd be willing to abandon my family for some happy, other world's bullshit? When you love someone, you do anything for them. I would never, ever betray them like that.
My parents chose me, fought for me, faced down monsters and horrors most people couldn't even imagine for me. And I would do the same.
I was doing the same before you. [ She gave up any chance at a normal life by going to Silent Hill to save Chris. She gave up a chance at never remembering the atrocities the Order committed against her, or the awful things she did in return. ]
And I'm still going to do anything to return to them.
You're in the way of that. [ It's almost like she's asking for them to understand. ]
We're all human, which means we all find ourselves lacking in some way. Tell me Sharon, if there was something you could change about yourself, what would it be?
No, I won't. [ She's almost certain that's the truth but that's not to say the knowledge isn't something she won't take advantage of if a moment presents itself. ]
Don't you know that already? The things I'd change can't be changed. [ She could be more courageous, bolder, brighter, better, but none of that matters to her in the long run. ]
It's a shame you can't read minds. [ She won't say what she'd change, mostly because admitting you wish you didn't exist is too dark even for her. ] Rewritten or parallel universe bullshit?
I imagine it'd be like white noise if you were born with it. [ . . . ]
Is there anything you'd suggest? I mean, I just really want to save my dad, if a bunch of cultists happen to die in addition to that, I'd be pleased. But I'm not really interested in parallel anything. [ The fun part is the dead cult members! ]
It's not something I would wish on anyone. Just white noise and trying to understand what was being said, and what was secret. It'd be like trying to wade through a stormy ocean without any way of finding shore.
Nice try. If I suggest something, you'll just try to do that thing without putting your heart into it.
So you want dad plus revenge? Anything else?
Let's say you have a life after all the cultists are gone. What would you want to do?
Have you read Twilight? If Edward "Sparkles" Cullen can handle it, it's not that dramatic. [ Look, she got curious once. And then read them all. They weren't even that good (She liked Alice). ]
The only thing I'd want to do is live a normal life. No more aliases, no more fucking monsters, no more nightmares. Free Rose, if she's alive. Let Dahlia rot. There's not a lot I actually want. [ that's what happens when you think you have no future ]
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upcyclingmod) wrote2020-10-01 07:09 pm
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Christopher and Rose da Silva. Fuck Dahlia. Fuck whoever fucked Dahlia. My adoptive parents. They don't belong where they're at, not without me.
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The blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb, after all.
Do they belong here though? It doesn't seem fair to them, long term, or even short term wise.
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Curious, though: what makes someone belong to be here?
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Little world breaker, this is only the start of things to come.
As for who and who doesn't belong, technically anyone and everyone could arrive here. But it does seem unfair to them that while they're going to go through more pain and helplessness because you don't want to deal with it on your own.
You do consider yourself a young adult, don't you? Or are you still a child, shaking in the dark with their night light?
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Did you think your pathetic attempt at insulting me would work? I want my parents. I want them with me. My family and I have dealt with worse than your bullshit. Call me selfish, childish, a baby, what the fuck ever, I don't care.
Or you could send me back home. Fuck your weird games, and your shitty attempts at scaring people, and just let me go home.
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And you can throw whatever tantrums you'd like too. I really don't care, and you already know this. We would all like to feel secure and safe, but that is not how life goes. You more then anyone should know this.
Frankly, in your current state? All you would do is kill them, and everyone around you, for the rest of your days.
And you couldn't blame Silent Hill, or me, or whoever else you think is in charge. Only you, and your choices.
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Even if you were right, why the fuck am I in my current state? Whose fault is that? Who thought 'yeah, let's kidnap that girl who can turn the world inside out and introduce us all to an eternal hell when put under the wrong kind of stress'?
Because I know that's who I'd blame if shit went south, if I threw a fucking tantrum—which I promise you don't want.
Now, why did you talk about my parents like they possibly weren't in Silent Hill? [ Sharon doesn't like any of this. ]
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I certainly didn't think you'd be shot for not answering a question. Suppose it's my fault for hoping the sociopathic android wouldn't do something so stupid and irresponsible right off the bat.
The other girls are quite nice though, you have to admit that much.
Though...have you been able to do that lately? Turn the world inside out, take all that stress inside and fling it outward? No?
Thank goodness, there's less stress for you! You can be as angry as you want and not risk the lives of everyone around you if you have a moodswing!
Silent Hill is quite funny in who they take, and who they don't. Not to mention, there are worlds of possibilities. I'm not sure you've heard of the multi world theory, have you?
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[ And there it is, something she'd been curious about but not quite daring enough to ask. They were doing something to her abilities. There'd been moments, brief as they were, where panic rose up in her throat and her head started to pound and the world wanted to open up to devour light and life.
But it'd just been a moment. She's always suffered from those moments, even before here. In the parking lots. In a hallway. At a bakery. But, like here, they never lasted long, only ever affecting her. ] Don't insult me, you asshole. It takes much than a mood swing to really trigger it. And it certainly doesn't make me feel any better knowing that you guys have some control over it.
[ Because that means the ace she thought she had is useless. Or could be used against her. Somehow, this scares her a little. ]
What the fuck does the multi world theory have to do with anything?
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We could give you something that would make it easier for you to work around. It is possible for you to control it, albeit with some less stressful triggers. Really, if we didn't, the probability would have caused you more stress, and a lot of rust.
I don't think you want to see those things here again.
[What things...well, all sorts of things are from Silent Hill.]
It means that there's a world where your parents are not trapped in Silent Hill, and are alive and well.
And once you fulfill your side of things, you could go there if you'd like.
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And why the hell do you think I'd be willing to abandon my family for some happy, other world's bullshit? When you love someone, you do anything for them. I would never, ever betray them like that.
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Good. That's good.
I'm very happy to hear that.
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You'd be surprised at the amount of children and teenagers that would, at least for a moment, consider saying yes.
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I was doing the same before you. [ She gave up any chance at a normal life by going to Silent Hill to save Chris. She gave up a chance at never remembering the atrocities the Order committed against her, or the awful things she did in return. ]
And I'm still going to do anything to return to them.
You're in the way of that. [ It's almost like she's asking for them to understand. ]
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Ah, nevermind.
I'm usually in the way, sadly. But think of it this way: the quicker you work on yourself, the sooner you can see your family.
And you wouldn't even have to stab me!
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You haven't exactly told me what I'm meant to be working on. How am I supposed to work on myself I don't have all the necessary information?
[ No cursing, no threats? Oh, Sharon, is this progress or are you just figuring out that you might need to change how you approach this? ]
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[It's a serious concern, despite the banter.]
We're all human, which means we all find ourselves lacking in some way. Tell me Sharon, if there was something you could change about yourself, what would it be?
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Don't you know that already? The things I'd change can't be changed. [ She could be more courageous, bolder, brighter, better, but none of that matters to her in the long run. ]
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And I don't know what you're thinking, so. You can say that the future can be rewritten.
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It's a shame you can't read minds. [ She won't say what she'd change, mostly because admitting you wish you didn't exist is too dark even for her. ] Rewritten or parallel universe bullshit?
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Either! Let's have fun with this.
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Is there anything you'd suggest? I mean, I just really want to save my dad, if a bunch of cultists happen to die in addition to that, I'd be pleased. But I'm not really interested in parallel anything. [ The fun part is the dead cult members! ]
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Nice try. If I suggest something, you'll just try to do that thing without putting your heart into it.
So you want dad plus revenge? Anything else?
Let's say you have a life after all the cultists are gone. What would you want to do?
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The only thing I'd want to do is live a normal life. No more aliases, no more fucking monsters, no more nightmares. Free Rose, if she's alive. Let Dahlia rot. There's not a lot I actually want. [ that's what happens when you think you have no future ]
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